Ok, now I am really deeply depressed... my job is killing me I think...

I had a horrible meeting with my professor about the results from a trip to Paris last week (which was a bit depressing too, because it made me feel SOO LONELY!).

My professor and another colleague just bashed how I couldn't remember names of other researchers and how I have totally failed at making contacts and gathering what they deemed the real important information.

They weren't interested at the content of the other presentations at all... :-(

I think I should quit this job and my PhD and either just lay down to die or try to find some other thing to do.. but who would accept a depressed loser like me??

:-(