My life is confusing... one day I feel very depressed, the next day I'm happy again. It really depends on the circumstances and all kinds of other variables...

I have logged my mood and sleeping behaviour for over 4 weeks now, but I can't really find any patterns...

Oh, I had a 3rd meeting with this girl, which was very nice. :-) Unfortunately, the situation is very complicated, so for now we are just friends, which is a bit disappointing, but better than nothing, since I really like her!

I finally submitted this dreaded paper I wanted to finish last year already. If it gets accepted, I will end up in India during December, that would be exciting. Also, I would have about 6 publications already, quite a lot giving my slow progress...

I have lost contact to some online friends who I really miss... :-(

Made another song or two recently... the last one is really good I think.

Ok, the phone call was difficult the second time, but I got through it and it was all good. :-)

Meanwhile, I've been a bit busier at work, trying to prepare some big presentation till the end of November and working on tutorials 2 days per week... so far, my students are kind of nice.

Oh, and I've turned into an independent music artist... check out my songs here:
http://www.last.fm/music/Not+A+Number/Jigsaw+Music

The first one is a very experimental guitar piece influenced by "drone" music. The rest is kind of synth pop / techno / electronic music. I really like the songs myself, I listen to them on my mp3 player walking around. It's a nice feeling having produced something like that myself that I can take with me. It's somehow far more satisfying than most other things I do...