Finally, things look not that bad:

I had the 2nd date with a nice girl today, I really enjoyed the time with her! :-)

I still am not sure what kind of impression I am making on her, but I really just enjoy any kind of interaction with her.

Also, I am slowly getting used to my job and the kind of skills it takes, aside from pure computer science knowledge etc....

I wonder if anyone ever reads these blogs...

maybe the FBI?